~LiTTle J~

OMG...

really2 miss u my 'nenek'...

recently..

exactly in these 2 weeks..

i've nvr been happy like this..

bukan ape..

org yg da setahun x contact kite,

die add kite dlm FB..

isnt that great..?

(yeah,it'll great if he/she wasnt ur enemy after all..)

at least i ade la org yg memahami i ni..

sbb kisah idup kami hampir same..

but different background...

for me..

she was a great women..

strong..

even secretive..

but she cant cover her sweet-faked face in front of me..

intro..

kitorg knl pon time matrix dulu..(matrix penang)

she was ex~PDT(pendidikan 2 tahun)

same class(assistant class rep)

mule2 i really2 hate her..

tp tibe2 kitorg jd kwn rapat..

i've know her background...

hell,u'll cry if u know the story by urself..

yeah,evryone got problem..

but..

she still keep it secret..

n pretend there's nothing happen..

rapatnya kami..

keluar bersama tiap2 mggu..

movies..

window shopping..

shopping..

eating..n bla..bla..bla..

she called me 'atok'

n replied calling her 'nenek'..!haha

yeah..it was happy moment..

whats annoying most??

her boyfriend..

haha...

gaye mcm i perampas..?

ohh tidakk..

dia pon nak mengelak dari bf die..

sbb bf die kept on bugging her..

tp i know..

she really love her bf..

status die dat time "its complicated"

i happy,

sbb bleh wat die gelak..

smile..

tp dlm klas..

i realize her smile faded each second..

(sbb i usha die je..ahaha)

my feeling toward her?

dia hanya layak..

di buat ISTERI..

bukan GIRLFRIEND..

for me la..

nahh..

that time pon i got my own gf jugak..

fair la tu..

but my care for her..

kalah my gf..haha

each sec i kept on getting updatin from her..

nak make sure die smile slalu..

yeah..

she's my world..

her smile,is mine too..

i remember..

her tagline..

dr dulu n skang..

mmg x brubah..

"i'm still young n charming"..

sbb die prasan mude..haha

tapi itu dulu..

after matrix..

we contact 4 almost only 2months..

then..

die hlg tanpa berita...

my life miserable sket..

my work x efficiency sgt..

turun berat badan(sure korg x caye kan?)

perghh...

i kept waiting 4 her..

till i got to this UTeM..

almost end of 2nd sem in this U..

she ADD me in FB..!

n ask 4 forgiveness for her missing

yeah little J..

i've always forgive u...

p/s--->hopefully she didnt disappear-for-no reason like before..

little J..my feeling toward u is more than "atok-nenek" feelings...;)

counting minutes 4 our meet in KL these weeks..!